Tuesday, April 27, 2010
So wrong, it's right
If you think life's gonna get any better, you are so WRONG. So wrong, it's right.
The feeling of being accused,
so many times,
never mind one time,
is freaking annoying.
No one likes to be accused.
Especially when you are me.
When you have been accused of things you didn't do so many freaking times that you just get super angry when someone accused you of something you didn't do.
It's gets worse when you are feeling so stressed at the moment and you just wanna cry.
Literally.
Yet, nobody seems to be offering a listening ear.
In my close to 2 years life in Dunman,
I have seen many,
met many,
known many,
only a few remained as friends who really care.
People I used to thought cared didn't really care. Even when you try to be good, try to be helpful, they always misunderstood your intentions. So what's the use of being kind, helpful when people don't appreciate it at all? Only a few are true friends. Friends who really care about you. An example is Hui Ning. Only she bothers to listen to my problems and give advices. Only she bother to hear me out and be reasonable. Only she is matured enough to understand and empathise.
But then, people get impatient. They just don't wanna listen to you and your questions. They just find you freaking annoying and proud. They are just so immatured! Freakinng annoying. So at the end of the day, what you only have are true friends, and a lonely heart.
Because my life is lonely.
Because nobody really cares, except a few exception.
Because I am just simply a recluse, a loner.
Happy?
No.
So wrong, it's right.
P.S This is just a random ranting.
Posted by The other Eden at 10:13 PM
