Saturday, December 26, 2009

This year has been especially meaningful and fulfilling. No, don't get me wrong, I did not do that much CIP work though it was certainly much more than in previous years. What I meant was that I have learnt many valuable and unforgettable lessons which make me a better person with each passing day, both mentally and physically. I know I can now always seek comfort in the fact that you will always be out there watching out for me, like an angel would. I know that somewhere out there, there is always someone bound to care for me. Thank you so much, for being a source of inspiration for me especially in times of need. I know now that life is actually that meaningful and fun, not what I used to thought. I know my family care for me , my friends care for me and many in the world actually care for me. Thank you for showing me the right way out of this tunnel I have always live in. Forgive me not for I have certainly become much naughtier this year, but come on, this is expected right? As you might say, as we grow, as we change. We can't possibly be the same forever. All the stones, hard and big, small and smooth in life, shape us in whatever possible ways. I am now writing to you, as a matured lady of 13. I know there are many more in the world who are in a state much worse than me. I know we all have a path planned for us, what that has happened definitely can be reversible. What that will happen to us will happen to us. We can't control fate. But we can certainly change the way we treat people, as we try to be much more understanding and help in whatever ways we can. I have learnt not to have too high an expectation as in the end, you would be the one feeling upset when what you have thought out turns out to be untrue, not happening in real life . Hence, I vow to be a better person, both mentally and physically starting from today. Yes, I would change what I should change and keep what I should keep. This is me right Santa? I would treasure life as you would have liked everyone to do so. So this coming year, you would see the change in me, I hope. But that takes time Santa. You can't expect me to change overnight right Santa? Once again, thank you Santa for being a source of inspiration and comfort especially when I needed in the most. I love you .

Yours Truly,

this girl who knows she will be better,

Cindy =D

P.S Merry Christmas! (Belated =P)